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Swimming, swimming, swimming. If I stop swimming I firmly believe I will drown.
I'll sink down into that deep dark that haunts me. For now, this is not a problem.
Swimming is easy. Swimming is what I do and I do it so well. In and out of the clubs
and bars, with the tide or against the current, its all the same to me. Over the
tables, between the stools, among all the pretty fish. At a distance I circle and
watch and wait. There is an art to waiting. I haunt the shoal until I smell that
smell. I can smell a pretty fish before I see her. She may be clean, she may be
soaked in perfume, but she can't hide that scent. That so subtle signal, that tells
me when she is ready to be taken. Loneliness like a shadow cast across her pointless,
gulping face. When she is filled to the gills with need and her drink of choice,
when she moves to the edge of the shoal, that's when I strike. A flick of the tail,
I'm there. All teeth and trapping, I lose the deadness in my eye. Its that moment,
in a conversation, when words do my dirty work. When smiles belie what I really
want. Because what I really want is meat. I will do practically anything to get
my prey. If you want a nice guy, I will renounce my tribe. If you want mean, I can
do that. You want to laugh, I'll swim on my back and roll my eyes into the top of
my head. The result will be the same. You see, I know who you are. I've been doing
this for a very long time. I'm from those unforgiving seas and they have taught
me how to hunt, how to feel the vibrations, and to follow that trail of bubbles
to its source. I need you. I hate you. I can tell the hunger in a room, see the
hunger in your eyes, the hunger in your soul. Its that same hunger which drives
me on, and on, through these dim lit places, swimming these fascinating waters,
searching for the next pretty fish, the next silhouette, the next moment to defy
the dark. Swimming, swimming, swimming.
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